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Eight Year Old – David Schearl

 

He smiled diffidently and went to her. ‘You look funny.’

‘Do I?’ she chuckled and helped him to her knee. The comfort of being against her breast outstripped the farthest-flung pain. ‘You don’t like being a milkman?’

‘No.’

‘Nor a milkman’s helper?’

‘No!’

‘What would you like to be?’

‘I don’t know.’

She laughed. How the ear teased for that rippling, sinuous sound. ‘This morning in the butcher-shop I heard a woman say that her son was going to be a great doctor. Hmm! I thought, how blessed your life is! And how old is your son, the butcher asked. Seven, she answered. The butcher nearly missed the bone he was chopping. And here you’re eight and still you haven’t told me. But you won’t have to go along with the wagon any more – Want some milk? The new yeast cookies you like?’ She rubbed her moist brow against his lips. ‘With the raisins inside?’

‘Awrigh’!’ he yielded. ‘But not now.’ The closeness of her body was too rare to be relinquished so soon.

Henry Roth, Call It Sleep

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Eight Year Old – Pompey Casmilus

When I was eight years old I went away from my parents to a convalescent home, where I was so proud and so furious to be separated from my mother I would not eat, and I would not stop crying, I thought: If I go on crying long enough I shall die. But after crying days and days I was still alive, so then I at once became rather cynical. I thought: I am still alive after all these tears, I am still alive.

So I made other discoveries, too. There was a maid there that took a fancy to me. She used to sit me on her knee. If I was in the mood for it I could play up to her fancy, but even while I was doing this I was immensely terrified. Her feeling for me, I felt this very keenly but could not for some time understand why it so much dismayed me, was in outward appearance, so far as being hugged and set on her knee, was what in outward appearance my mother… ? No, do you see, but it was profoundly disturbing, how in essence her feeling was so arbitrary, so superficial, so fortuitous. And so this feeling she had for me, which was not at all a deep feeling, but as one might pet, pat and cuddle a puppy, filled me with the fear that a child has in the face of cruelty. It was so insecure, so without depth or significance. It was so similar in outward form, and so asunder and apart, so deceitful and so barbarous in significance. It very profoundly disturbed and dismayed and terrified me.

Stevie Smith, Novel on Yellow Paper 

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