Fifty-Four Years Old - Vinnie Miner

Fred Turner 29

‘You’re still cross,’ Rosemary says plaintively in the taxi afterward. ‘I can tell. You haven’t forgiven me for being so frightfully late tonight.’

‘No I’m not; yes I have,’ he protests.

‘Really?’ she leans toward him, resting her spun-gold curls against his shoulder.

‘I always forgive you.’ Fred eases his arm around Rosemary; how soft and yielding she is under the folds of wool! ‘I’m in love with you,’ he says, imagining how he will soon demonstrate this.

‘Oh – love,’ she murmurs indulgently but rather dismissively, as if reminded of some childhood pastime: skipping rope, say, or hide-and-seek.

‘Don’t you believe me?’

‘Yes.’ She raises her head slightly. ‘I suppose I do.’

‘And? But?’

‘And I love you … But it’s not that simple, you know.’ Rosemary sighs. ‘When you’re my age – ’

Fred sighs too, though silently. That he is just twenty-nine and Rosemary thirty-seven – though she hardly looks thirty – is in his opinion unimportant – in the context of their relationship, even meaningless. Of course he knows that women, perhaps especially actresses, worry about their age; but in Rosemary’s case it’s ridiculous. She is beautiful and he loves her; it’s not as if they were planning to get married and raise a family, for Christ’s sake. ‘What difference does that make?’ he asks aloud.